Well, I guess this means I've made it.

Im in a small church as their pastor. Im happy to be here thats for certain. Now comes the question-where do we go from here. Its a fine group of people..but they need spiritual direction and some visioning for the future. That is my task. First to build relationships and trust and then to help them become what God would have them be. I miss my community back at sem and the conversations that we had. Sometimes I would wish to go back there. Winter is right around the corner and the frost is on the gardens. Geese are flying south....but Im staying put this time. Huh, now there is a quandry for you...all this time when I was contantly moving, I wanted to stay put...now that I am "stayed", I sense the desire for wanderlust? Odd sort we humans. Peace to you all.

There's a chill

There's a chill to the morning air now, sunlight streaming across the water
Like Bruce said, "all the diamonds in the world, that mean anything to me"
Summer is waning, school will be starting up again..but not for me
For me its wedding, new vocation, moving (again) finding a church, waiting..
The waiting is difficult; it wears on you after awhile. You begin to question your direction, your purpose. I seek to remain faithful to whatever call God has in mind...but some days its really hard to do that. I cant complain....as I sit here sipping coffee next to one of the most beautiful lakes in the world. Blessings are being poured out day after day...now, all I have to do is learn how to live into them. Peace, y'all.

Like an old friend I come back to this blogspot...

Well, Ive graduated and now am awaiting call. Some classmates have accepted calls and some have even been ordained. I am very happy for them to "officially" begin their ministry. But if we think about it, when are we truly NOT ministering to someone. Its tough waiting for call. I know that it will come. In the meantime, Im doing pulpit supply, working part time in a restaurant, working a bit for a friend and hangin out on the beautiful shores of Lake Michigan and surrounding lakes. Not all bad. Still Im chomping at the bit for some sense of place, some sense of this is where I belong. Wedding plans are moving along well thanks to my beloved. She is so organized and into details, not one of my strong suits. She is enjoying all the planning and making arrangements and I am glad that makes her happy. It is very difficult being so far away from her still, but again, like everything else, its just temporary. I think the Buddhist has it right on this one; If we see everything as non-permanent, we can learn not to grasp at every whisp that comes our way. Peace, y'all.

Hello world, or at least this tiny part of it...you ever feel like that? Like the world is sooo huge...so many people, so many hardships and tears, laughter and joys...and in the midst of this great big world..there you are...now, what are you going to do with your life?

As I near graduation and the end of this part of the journey, I look back on these four years and wonder..what does it all mean? And then it dawns on me...discerning that question never ends. Struggling with the unknowing of it all is as much a part of the journey as are the times when you think you have the answer.

Wisdom, such a fleeting giftA whisp of smoke, a glimpse, a scent,
slips thru your fingers as you reach for it
A treacherous path she blazes
And rewards only those who take the timeTo see it
for what its truly worth

peace out, y'all.